You know how much I love this 🥲🥲🥲 You said it perfectly. I'm not mad at the time I spent deep in that 'work' at all - totally a stepping stone toward surrender but it was so interested how weird / shy I felt when I finally outwardly admitted I'm not ~manifesting~ anymore? even tho I never manifested a thing? in many ways I feel like it can be this life raft you hold onto for the illusion of control when you're already floating far out at sea... anyway thank you for this you're a genius x
hahaha knew you would get this one! And love the subtlety (but actual heresy) when you share in classes that you don't manifest anymore 😂 and so true about the floating far out at sea - definitely makes things interesting at least.
would you believe I found myself wanting to journal again today haha.
also this “Mental and strategic concepts of manifestation are a limitation which can cloud your perception of seeing what’s correct for you. Because when the mind is hell bent on making something happen, it cannot be open to recognizing what it never could have imagined on its own.”
FUCK yeah thanks for articulating that. I think part of me is still mad at myself for not ever manifesting anything lol.
I guess when you really look that’s a good thing though? my body wasn’t going to let my mind dictate its experience. granted, mind still wasn’t seeing the experience that would’ve been correct while it was looking for shit it thought it wanted, but I guess that’s where having a 51.5 in your design comes in handy, shocking even your mind into clarity 🤔🤷♀️🤷♀️
ahhahah THANK GOD I didn't manifest almost anything my mind thought I wanted 😂 I mean, I certainly wouldn't be here (like location wise, the people in my life, what I'm "doing" with my life) if I had.
You know how much I love this 🥲🥲🥲 You said it perfectly. I'm not mad at the time I spent deep in that 'work' at all - totally a stepping stone toward surrender but it was so interested how weird / shy I felt when I finally outwardly admitted I'm not ~manifesting~ anymore? even tho I never manifested a thing? in many ways I feel like it can be this life raft you hold onto for the illusion of control when you're already floating far out at sea... anyway thank you for this you're a genius x
hahaha knew you would get this one! And love the subtlety (but actual heresy) when you share in classes that you don't manifest anymore 😂 and so true about the floating far out at sea - definitely makes things interesting at least.
would you believe I found myself wanting to journal again today haha.
also this “Mental and strategic concepts of manifestation are a limitation which can cloud your perception of seeing what’s correct for you. Because when the mind is hell bent on making something happen, it cannot be open to recognizing what it never could have imagined on its own.”
FUCK yeah thanks for articulating that. I think part of me is still mad at myself for not ever manifesting anything lol.
I guess when you really look that’s a good thing though? my body wasn’t going to let my mind dictate its experience. granted, mind still wasn’t seeing the experience that would’ve been correct while it was looking for shit it thought it wanted, but I guess that’s where having a 51.5 in your design comes in handy, shocking even your mind into clarity 🤔🤷♀️🤷♀️
ahhahah THANK GOD I didn't manifest almost anything my mind thought I wanted 😂 I mean, I certainly wouldn't be here (like location wise, the people in my life, what I'm "doing" with my life) if I had.
Loved every part of this