I feel like I'm in a similar situation (though my variables are PLLDRR--on the other hand, my motive is Innocence, on the third hand, I'm an Ego Manifestor, on the fourth hand, all my channels are projected, etc.). The more I think about how to make money, the more things seem to lock up and freeze. I gave notice at work two months ago so they'd have a chance at finding a replacement I could train up but they haven't found anyone. I thought about hanging up my shingle for astrology readings but I don't want to give paid readings, to deal with money. I'm calling in sick to work at least twice a week and I have a great day when I do, but I have no idea how I'd make rent otherwise. But I'm also like... maybe I'm not supposed to live in my apartment anymore, either. I don't know. Planning and caring seem beyond me right now.
so interesting, deeply feel this. It's hard to know if I'm just batshit crazy or if things will work out in the end... most receptive beings (or anyone deep in their experiment!) seem to have a similar experience. It's like, the true self has no idea *how* to make money unless it's just there and happening without controlling/forcing it 🤷♀️
Thank you for making me laugh out loud when I read “People are stupid. This is my favourite mantra.” It’s a good mantra. It reminds me of someone who told me to drive like every other person on the road is an idiot.
I also have no idea how to make money and hate when those thoughts infiltrate my art too.
This piece felt like a room of people playing with shadows and lights to make something appear a certain way and you came in and turned on the main lights. I hope that makes sense. I loved it.
Omg Chiara I loved reading this and can relate ‘people are stupid’ HAHA YES
I love everything you share you bring so much joy to my life!
CLARE WAHHHH thank you sm <3 hahaha I'm glad you relate because I was like, I sound like such a bitch right now 😂
I feel like I'm in a similar situation (though my variables are PLLDRR--on the other hand, my motive is Innocence, on the third hand, I'm an Ego Manifestor, on the fourth hand, all my channels are projected, etc.). The more I think about how to make money, the more things seem to lock up and freeze. I gave notice at work two months ago so they'd have a chance at finding a replacement I could train up but they haven't found anyone. I thought about hanging up my shingle for astrology readings but I don't want to give paid readings, to deal with money. I'm calling in sick to work at least twice a week and I have a great day when I do, but I have no idea how I'd make rent otherwise. But I'm also like... maybe I'm not supposed to live in my apartment anymore, either. I don't know. Planning and caring seem beyond me right now.
so interesting, deeply feel this. It's hard to know if I'm just batshit crazy or if things will work out in the end... most receptive beings (or anyone deep in their experiment!) seem to have a similar experience. It's like, the true self has no idea *how* to make money unless it's just there and happening without controlling/forcing it 🤷♀️
More lists please 😍😍 loved it
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Thank you for making me laugh out loud when I read “People are stupid. This is my favourite mantra.” It’s a good mantra. It reminds me of someone who told me to drive like every other person on the road is an idiot.
I also have no idea how to make money and hate when those thoughts infiltrate my art too.
This piece felt like a room of people playing with shadows and lights to make something appear a certain way and you came in and turned on the main lights. I hope that makes sense. I loved it.
omg, thank you Jennae! appreciate you being here and your kind recognition <3
so GOOD as always